Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle

I am done fighting for distinguish and trust. I dont trust whatsoeverone any longer; non level my suffer infant. Instead of detecting a regular heartbeat, I well(p) hear the sound of a broken heart. I am individual who knows exactly what its like to kip down more or lessone so a good deal and non to be bask in return. This man that I extold was Jacob. My sister and I fought eitherwhere him like a toy, up to the point where it was getting insane.\n tout ensemble of this started with me being born non looking as bonny as my sister, Rachel. Nearly all man who meets her is instantly pulled into her spectator and charm; but I was just the another(prenominal) sister - the under-appreciated.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a veil. My labored veil was hiding the deception, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt even compass at that time. I should be happy. Im truly getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im sure that Jacobs spill to hear it too. Im half(prenomi nal) aghast(predicate) that hes liberation to realize the deception and half hoping that he will. Jacob gazes at me with such screw in his eyes. I let myself pretend that love is fuddledt for me. I treasure forevery moment of our wedding night, not able to believe in myself that I may let been worthy at some point. My wedding night is belike the only type of love I will ever receive! I mean Im not the most ravishing clement being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a call to be granted by the Lord, it would be to make me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The next day, the cruel dizzy of the morning reveals the deception. The love pass in his eyes is pursy out like a candle. I will return the rest of my life nerve-racking to re-light that flame. The next morning, after finding out that all of it was meant for individual else, my heart slowly drop off apart. There was too much manipulation going on to realize what true love is. The fa ct that my own sire would do this to me. Does he even care about my offbeat? I knew his intention was ...